I can’t believe I just dropped this blog. I found it a few weeks ago and was shocked to find that I didn’t completely hate myself for what I’d written. So, what do you want to know?
A year later, and Z and I are still together. Things are generally always pretty great. He stands up for me and treats me better than any other guy has. Sometimes, I don’t know if we’ll last forever, or even that much longer; I just know that for right now things are working.
I’ve gained a ton of weight. Maybe that comes with being with a feeder.
Maybe it’s grad school (I got into my dream program).
And maybe it’s just because I’ve lost all control of anything.
More later. Maybe.